i want to reach my goal weight!! i think i can this year since i had my weight loss surgery this past december. my goal is june 20th my brother's wedding date. but really anytime this year would be great then i want to take a great picture of myself and finally post it!

   

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i am supposed to write about any dreams i have about my ex, mike according to my therapist. so here goes. i had a dream last night that mike came over to talk about life and what was up in ours. he said his was great, he was going to college at suny Albany full time and he was probably going to buy a house soon -how he was sketchy on. All in all his life was perfect and he's saying all of this while lying on my couch in his underwear- so mike! the point is i guess i don't have to call him and ask him how he's doing cause i know how i'll feel, depressed. no matter what, his life will feel better than mine cause we're not together- whether i want that or not.